While i'm not yet prepped to unveil one of my
official stories, I do want to share my darker creative de with my fellow Bidites. In April of next year I'll release my second "Coheve" album, a dark, twisted follow up to the progresve "The Beginning" (Which you can actually download right here), which acts as a blueprint to maturity.
Well, Part 2: We All Fall is a return to the bleakest crevices of my mind, and I've opted to share the album lyrics with you all, prior to the album's release. So, to get things started, I offer you the lyrics to one of the finer gems on the album: "The Drowning Clown".
I’m a god of pain, I’m a god of things you don’t ever want to feel okay?
She wrote me a letter, you better believe
That every ngle sentence she wrote held letters that bleed
I penetrate thee deep with a scalding sword
An cauterized every lie that I told before
Count mistakes, fountain breaks
It’s not the I.V, the eye seams quake
I seem fake in a plastic cape
That’s supposed to catch me when I leap from faith
Alone at night, sounds of machines, pound in my dreams
A clown done drowned in the sound of my screams
King of nothing but isolation, and the pain I bring
Mutations, once emotions
That died with my bro and my twisted notions
See things through the ruby toned lens
All Frank Cross, and what could have been
Ghost of life past, put me on blast
And showed me a path that I have walked last
I regret me a full damn decade
Because I turned my back on the ones who accept me
Alone at night, sounds of machines, pound in my dreams
A clown done drowned in the sound of my screams
King of nothing but isolation, and the pain I bring
What’s it earn me this isolation?
Major surgery, no embracing
Except her, she’s the one here
The one I left down there to choke on her tears
What’s it make me, is the ink true?
Am I a monster with virus to spread through
And through the life that I navigate daily
To take the very few who dared to save me
Alone at night, sounds of machines, pound in my dreams
A clown done drowned in the sound of my screams
King of nothing but isolation, and the pain I bring
I want to rip it out, flawed DNA
And replace that with everything I ought to be
And I ought to see it’s a hopeless cause
I got the chair holed up with a rope in knots
Only hope to stop what I’ve been known to start
I want to choke till my moans form a piece of art
That aint too likely I’m all alone
About to leave my work to my modern clone
Alone at night, sounds of machines, pound in my dreams
A clown done drowned in the sound of my screams
King of nothing but isolation, and the pain I bring
I want to rip it out, I need a new soul
Because the one I’ve got is just a black hole
I want to rip it out, I need a new soul